Sunday, July 6, 2008
for two certain some one,i hope u noe im refering to u..there are a lots of things i dun noe bout now,right?not tat i wan u to let me in on everything,but something as major as (fill it in if u noe wad im talking bout),cant u at least tell me?it wont harm u right?am i a complete stranger to u now?i know i am le,even if u dun wanna admit it..i always thought tat i can depend on u two when anything happens.i guess this is jus one-sided..am i the only one whom i can trust to nv abandon me?i dun hope for anything,i jus wan things back as they were,i guess this will only be my naive thinking.i guess u guys are moving on without me,well i wish u two be bff..i dun think uu wld even remember me when anything happens.dun get me wrong,its not tat i dun wanna be frens,its jus tat im lik an extra now...dun need to giv in to me or anything,tat wld be so fake.dun hav to do anything jus to make me feel better,if it will make u unhappy.u two are probably gonna talk bad bout me after reading this,but i dun care anymore..i hav been holding this feeling in for lik such a long time,and i feel good saying.i hope tat u somehow even feel bad for me.dun force urself to be my fren if u dun wan to..
i hope u wld somehow understand my feelings,i know im harsh.but pls also understand the feelings of being nv taken seriously.
plus,as a might be learning psycology person,u two mus be again complaining bout me lik how im complaining bout u,right?
