Thursday, July 3, 2008
Good afternoon, everyone who is here. I just want to talk my life, 15 and half years of living in this world. Well, let’s just let it be approximately 16 years.
16 years has past since I first started existing in this world(not counting the time I spent in my mother’s womb), I have finally started to wonder, why am I here? Have I done anything or achieved anything for this quarter of my life? Nothing. Nothing at all. Then I started wondering, thinking, why cant I “restart” this life all over again and make sure I get it right this time? Why can’t I exist as someone else somewhere else? I believe that there are many people who are wondering like me too. Don’t think like this people. Insignificant, unimportant, useless, worthless. All that wondering will lead you to think that you are like this. WRONG.
As I have just said, if you think like that, you are so wrong. I may not be the smartest girl in the class, but I can assure you that you would be wrong if you ever think like that. You are important, you are special. Everyone is. 16 years of life wasted, hey, so what? You have more then 16 years left, make use of it. Besides, there are people who would treasure you even if you totally sucks(sorry to be rude). I know that’s true, I know how it feels. So what if I get last in class, results so poor that my parents have to see the principal? That is over, I still have time, I believe that I wont disappoint them so much again. Because they are the most important people to me in my life, it hurts to see them sad. So what if my father does not make lots money, so what if my mother never expresses her love to me openly? I love them for who they are and always will love them.
Sorry that I went off topic. But I just want those depress people out there to know that people WILL cry if you are not here anymore. Do you want to see your friends, family cry? This may sound over confident, but I know that there are people who would cry for me, and no way will I like that happen. Overall, the most important thing if you want to be important, significant, etc., you have to be the first person to think that way. Love yourself more then anything in the world(except for maybe your other half,parents).
