HAISH
having cold war wif my mum now..
hmmm...not really cold war, since its her ignoring me and me trying to talk..=__=..*gives up*
geeezz..how childish can my mum get..i mean, get over it already..=-=
anyway, it all started because i went to dye my hair..i hav been asking her whether i can do it since lik last yr..and she ALWAYS says no to everything..and of course, i wld obey her..i mean,she is my mum and i love her(ew,mushy)..but everytime i asked her for reasons,why im not allowed to do things, she wld jus replied "cannot means cannot"..no offence, but it can irritating sometimes..and the truth is, i always tell her before i do anything, lik if im coming home late,i wld msg her beforehand,so she wldnt worry,things lik tat?
INTERMISSION:


but shes so erm..how do i put it...hmm..jus tat,im already 17,i think im old enough to make at least some decisions for myself..of course,parents come first, always ask..and dad said yes,brother say okay and mum is always the only one who wld say NO..most of the time without explaining..=_=..den for ONCE,i decided to do something on my own(i did tell her,for lik 15million time before i did it) and she has this reaction..=_=
INTERMISSION NO.2:

i mean, im upset tat i upset her..cliche,but i really am..i mean,i dun really show it ..now,shes ignoring me..wad kind of a mother do tat?!I mean,if a kid(apparently,i will always be a kid in my parents eye,i dun really mind..WAHAHH) done something wrong,u ignore them?!HUH?
i mean, she kept scolding me,say tat theres bad influence and things lik tat..den say i lik "ah lian" lik tat..(back to the ignoring part,wldnt tat make this "ah lian" thing worst, i mean,its lik encouraging me to run away frm home lik tat)
but seriously, wad kind of "ah lian" gets 4 As for Olvl..nv smokes,nv drinks,nv hang up in places tat a good girl is not suppose to,nv hang out in gangs, go to schl properly, nv really hang out late..
is changing my appearance gonna change wad i am inside?
INTERMISSION NO.3:

I am a geek, computer geek,anime geek,comic geek,otaku, bookworm and i lik to write stories and other stuff lik tat..and i always will be..i will nv giv up my love for things lik acting cool..NEVER..
in case theres any misunderstandin, let me put this clear, i love my family, im not angry(okay,maybe a little) because this is mostly my fault, all i feel right now is EXTREMELY upset..tat my own mother doesnt trust me in things i do, doesnt hav faith in me..and most imptly, ignoring me(This im angry,because,i hav to say,even if its extremely rude,this is so freaking childish)...

once again,
HAISH
bad week,very bad week..

Yanyan, liyan,yan,kaya,angela,tsuki(im so gonna get confuse one day..)(:
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