Thursday, September 17, 2009
*cough cough*
Okay, first of all, i am going to change my blogskin soon... and revive this blog soon..or not..0_0
I realised tat i dun really do a lot of socialising..im lik keeping it to the minimal lvl, but its not wrong isnt it? I mean, I like the friends i alrdy hav, and quality is much more impt den quantity, well, at least its wad i believe... well, its true tat keeping a good relationship wif everyone is impt, and i believe tat no one hate me, at least, its the best i can do..haha..
so to honor this moment of realisation( trust me, this phrase is the lamest thing i hav said this week..)
Cheesy moment times~
I few ppl I wld like to rmb for life(overcome my STM!!!!)....aka, if i were to have a "Best friend" list, this might be one...haha..den again, what defines "best friend"? haha..btw, this is tentative, i WILL NOT remove anyone, even if u dun wan me le...0_0..but, i might add in some ppl i missed out accidentally..anw, i using codenames so ppl dun noe who im talking bout..hahah..for me and my dardars' eyes only...
Toasted bread- wad u did on ur blog was really sweet...haha..*still speechless*..speechless is not because not nice, im jus too awed for words? I mean, nobody has make me feel this special before...><...as in, u are the one of the few ppl tat make me feel tat im impt to someone, and it sorta means alot to me...well, u noe how much i dislike living in this world, i mean, im not suicidic, but if given a chance, i rather not be born a human in this world..but, when..erm..u noe, its totally diff, when u hav someone who treasure u(besides my family, they have to!WAHAHAHAHAHA) and makes u feel tat u might hav done something good and is loved for it(dude,opps..ah girl arh, i meant fren fren hor..dun get wrong idea)..and me feels safe around u..haha, as in, no need to take note of anything..lik, how i act, we go crazy tgt, and we messed up the dining table tgt, we sing really old songs loudly and madly tgt..etc..well, its fun..oh and we talk bout bloody stuff tgt...hahha...><....i get to act sadist around u, LOL..btw, u probably the only one to know my secret wish...u noe, the if im a genius, wad wld i do thing...LOL..btw, me not into gore!!!*cough cough**looks away**laughs to self*
Spring and Country-first of all, I feel so genius to think of such a code..spring..country..LOL....luv ya two forever..sorry i put u two tgt, i mean, if it feels not special....but..but...but..i lazy...LOL...anw, feel really comfortable around u guys, i mean, get to bully u two..WAHAHAHAHAH..and u guys make me happy by playing along wif my childish game..i mean, it really really means a lot to me.u might not understand, but to a someone lik me, this type of things is..is..erm...ARGH...okay, lets put it this way, i hate reality, and things lik tat help me take a break frm it...well, it jus means a lot..opps, i repeated myself..0_0..LOL...well, basically, hmmm.. to put it simply, i get to be a wolf( and "G_ _", not gonna say it out..but Country shld noe wad im talking bout) when im wif u guys..things tat i wanted to exist, will exist when im wif u guys, even if its only temporarily( eg, R_i..etc)...as in,we dun even need to talk bout ppl( rmb, not very social) to hav something to talk about..i mean, we can crap all night if we want..and well, i lik listening to ppl talk, i mean, i dun really enjoy having to find a topic to start wif, and i dun even need to do tat wif u guys..><...so to sum it up..ME LUV U TWO CUTIES~*runs and hide frm Country*
CONCLUSIONBlogger is really good for mushy things lik this tat i will NEVER dare to say in front of ppl....LMGO...this is not the first time i contribute to my frens here, and it will not be the last..to many things to thank ppl for le...><..anw, i still luv my frens tat are not written here or YET...^^
