❤+peach+❤

2009-09-22T08:31:00.000-07:00

Here's a chopper to chop off your head~
Chip chop chip chop~

Anw, Sunday was an all out Japanese day!
First, went to this Waseda Shibuya High school for their school fest wif Aki..
we walked around lost, wondering wad to do for a reallllyyy looooooong time..ahahahhaha..feel lik laughing at ourselves..hahah...><..wad u get when u put 2 blur sotongs tgt in a crowded place, whr everyone speaks Japanese(they do speak english...0_0, but only unless they know u arent Japanese)..ha..haha...ha...
Oh, anw, World biggest paper crane?!

Oh after tat,my bro came and fetch me..
Den we went to this restaurant..
grilling grilling grilling~

THEN I HAD THE BEST MEAT I EVER HAD IN MY ENTIRE 8891YEARS OF LIFE..
okay, its just Wagyu Beef...i noe i toot lah, but when they say it melts in ur mouth, IT REALLY DOES!IM SERIOUS!!!!!!
and its damn ex...damn ex..(those ppl who think tat its cheap, i'll chop off ur head and steal all ur money..)
there's 7 pieces, each piece is small enough for u to finish in one mouth..and..and...it cost $29..meaning, one mouth of meat cost $4...0_0...$4 can get u a full meal in a market, but its only one mouth of meat...$29 can buy u 5 macdonald meals, and yet cant even fill ur stomach(trust me, it cant)...wad a sad sad world.....

I LIVE TO EAT...
AND I LOVE MY BROTHER FOR TREATING US~~~the meal cost $150 for 3ppl...

FUCK UP LAGGING INTERNETxBLOGGER REFUSE TO LET ME UPLOAD MY PICTURES!!!!

2009-09-17T08:16:00.000-07:00

*cough cough*
Okay, first of all, i am going to change my blogskin soon... and revive this blog soon..or not..0_0

I realised tat i dun really do a lot of socialising..im lik keeping it to the minimal lvl, but its not wrong isnt it? I mean, I like the friends i alrdy hav, and quality is much more impt den quantity, well, at least its wad i believe... well, its true tat keeping a good relationship wif everyone is impt, and i believe tat no one hate me, at least, its the best i can do..haha..
so to honor this moment of realisation( trust me, this phrase is the lamest thing i hav said this week..)
Cheesy moment times~
I few ppl I wld like to rmb for life(overcome my STM!!!!)....aka, if i were to have a "Best friend" list, this might be one...haha..den again, what defines "best friend"? haha..btw, this is tentative, i WILL NOT remove anyone, even if u dun wan me le...0_0..but, i might add in some ppl i missed out accidentally..anw, i using codenames so ppl dun noe who im talking bout..hahah..for me and my dardars' eyes only...

Toasted bread- wad u did on ur blog was really sweet...haha..*still speechless*..speechless is not because not nice, im jus too awed for words? I mean, nobody has make me feel this special before...><...as in, u are the one of the few ppl tat make me feel tat im impt to someone, and it sorta means alot to me...well, u noe how much i dislike living in this world, i mean, im not suicidic, but if given a chance, i rather not be born a human in this world..but, when..erm..u noe, its totally diff, when u hav someone who treasure u(besides my family, they have to!WAHAHAHAHAHA) and makes u feel tat u might hav done something good and is loved for it(dude,opps..ah girl arh, i meant fren fren hor..dun get wrong idea)..and me feels safe around u..haha, as in, no need to take note of anything..lik, how i act, we go crazy tgt, and we messed up the dining table tgt, we sing really old songs loudly and madly tgt..etc..well, its fun..oh and we talk bout bloody stuff tgt...hahha...><....i get to act sadist around u, LOL..btw, u probably the only one to know my secret wish...u noe, the if im a genius, wad wld i do thing...LOL..btw, me not into gore!!!*cough cough**looks away**laughs to self*

Spring and Country-first of all, I feel so genius to think of such a code..spring..country..LOL....luv ya two forever..sorry i put u two tgt, i mean, if it feels not special....but..but...but..i lazy...LOL...anw, feel really comfortable around u guys, i mean, get to bully u two..WAHAHAHAHAH..and u guys make me happy by playing along wif my childish game..i mean, it really really means a lot to me.u might not understand, but to a someone lik me, this type of things is..is..erm...ARGH...okay, lets put it this way, i hate reality, and things lik tat help me take a break frm it...well, it jus means a lot..opps, i repeated myself..0_0..LOL...well, basically, hmmm.. to put it simply, i get to be a wolf( and "G_ _", not gonna say it out..but Country shld noe wad im talking bout) when im wif u guys..things tat i wanted to exist, will exist when im wif u guys, even if its only temporarily( eg, R_i..etc)...as in,we dun even need to talk bout ppl( rmb, not very social) to hav something to talk about..i mean, we can crap all night if we want..and well, i lik listening to ppl talk, i mean, i dun really enjoy having to find a topic to start wif, and i dun even need to do tat wif u guys..><...so to sum it up..ME LUV U TWO CUTIES~*runs and hide frm Country*

CONCLUSION
Blogger is really good for mushy things lik this tat i will NEVER dare to say in front of ppl....LMGO...this is not the first time i contribute to my frens here, and it will not be the last..to many things to thank ppl for le...><..anw, i still luv my frens tat are not written here or YET...^^

2009-08-03T23:55:00.000-07:00

Exams and projects are boring...oh,im suppose to be doing work now..=_=

Anyway, english translation to my blog song...><...back to work!!BB!!

Deeper, deeper, you come into the forest, pulled by a voice so sweet
Come on, come on, you want to go even deeper in to meet
Quickly, quickly, come as fast as your little legs can run to the dark
Come on, come on, it'll be so fun, let's play a game, on your mark!

This cinnamon stick is a wonderful magic stick
Imagine that you're drowning in the sweetest syrups
Dreams relieve of you of problems and sorrows that make you weep
Because they are heaven-made, have one and fall asleep

But they're only good if you are surrounded by hallucinations
When you take the blindfold off, there's no more pleasant creations
You will see that you hands are tied and bound, dragging at my heels
You've already given up, don't take it back, it's a deal

aa..

Sometimes we see the shine of doubt flickering on the double edged knife
A faultless love does not exist, there's no perfect feeling in this life
Through a hole in the blindfold, there was something I thought I'd never see
Lantern shadows that grew at night unconciously frightened me

My, my, you bad kid, how dare you wake up so early
If your blindfold comes off, then should I blind you instead?
Hey look, you're laughing, now isn't that the cutest sight?
But you still wear lies, so let's go back to our play tonight

"Hey.."
"Give me that..?.."
"Giggle..."

Why are you trembling in front of me like a scared little mouse?
Milk is what you want because it made you well at your old house?
This is my domain, my place where it's just as warm as any place
I'll just toll whats in your pocket, now you should not lose any face

Give me that, quickly, quickly, just give it here right now
Don't ask why or when or where, you don't even to need to know how
Eat these sweets, they tempt you into believing fake hospitality
Give me that, quickly, just give it here right now to me

2009-07-28T04:30:00.000-07:00

this pic explains everything i wanna say...
Exams, projects and ppl...
why cant they jus disappear?
Reality sucks so much...so much so that i dun even hav time now to retreat into my haven...
My storybooks,mangas,animes,,tv shows..I dun even hav time for them, the only way to make me feel happy is to live in a story, even for a moment...><

ARGHHHH

oh, im no emo-ing,jus kinda stressed up...

2009-07-20T05:30:00.000-07:00

PIC TRIBUTE TO SINYEE( i noe u are one of them..WAHAHAHA)

*cough cough*

I HAVE COME BACK TO LIFE!!!!!

Sometimes,I wish im a mute, so tat i could jus shut the f*ck up....

Anyway, went to this really cool japanese buffet restuarant wif my family..its call "Minori"..and i was busy taking pictures of my bro and his gf wif my new hp!it was free...haha...

Anyway, lightings really bad in the restuarant, so no pics worth posting...haha..BUT...OMG..5 MEGAPIXEL HP CAMERA IS CLEARER DEN MY NORMAL CAMERA!!!!!

oh...OH OH...went to watch Mark's play on fri...and im in luv wif Hamlet( both the chara and the actor)...sorry mark....ahahhahahahhaha.....>_<

WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE IS A REALLY TWISTED PLAYWRIGHT...
DARK AND BLOODY..
ME LIKEY!!!!!!!

~~~~~~~Dark,gothic and bloody stories are the best thing ever~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

COSFEST 2009

2009-07-13T00:38:00.000-07:00

COSFEST ROCKS!!!!

walk here walk there until leg damn tired...

will upload pics soon~(no me inside)

lalalalllalalaalalal~

i hav nothing else to say...

I HATE PROJECTS
I HATE ermm...EXAMS
I HATE....err....
so random...

lalalalall~

Otaku is jus some one tats obsessed wif anime,anime characters, manga etc...
IM NOT AN OTAKU...

2009-07-08T05:21:00.000-07:00

HAISH
having cold war wif my mum now..
hmmm...not really cold war, since its her ignoring me and me trying to talk..=__=..*gives up*
geeezz..how childish can my mum get..i mean, get over it already..=-=
anyway, it all started because i went to dye my hair..i hav been asking her whether i can do it since lik last yr..and she ALWAYS says no to everything..and of course, i wld obey her..i mean,she is my mum and i love her(ew,mushy)..but everytime i asked her for reasons,why im not allowed to do things, she wld jus replied "cannot means cannot"..no offence, but it can irritating sometimes..and the truth is, i always tell her before i do anything, lik if im coming home late,i wld msg her beforehand,so she wldnt worry,things lik tat?
INTERMISSION:

but shes so erm..how do i put it...hmm..jus tat,im already 17,i think im old enough to make at least some decisions for myself..of course,parents come first, always ask..and dad said yes,brother say okay and mum is always the only one who wld say NO..most of the time without explaining..=_=..den for ONCE,i decided to do something on my own(i did tell her,for lik 15million time before i did it) and she has this reaction..=_=
INTERMISSION NO.2:

i mean, im upset tat i upset her..cliche,but i really am..i mean,i dun really show it ..now,shes ignoring me..wad kind of a mother do tat?!I mean,if a kid(apparently,i will always be a kid in my parents eye,i dun really mind..WAHAHH) done something wrong,u ignore them?!HUH?
i mean, she kept scolding me,say tat theres bad influence and things lik tat..den say i lik "ah lian" lik tat..(back to the ignoring part,wldnt tat make this "ah lian" thing worst, i mean,its lik encouraging me to run away frm home lik tat)
but seriously, wad kind of "ah lian" gets 4 As for Olvl..nv smokes,nv drinks,nv hang up in places tat a good girl is not suppose to,nv hang out in gangs, go to schl properly, nv really hang out late..
is changing my appearance gonna change wad i am inside?
INTERMISSION NO.3:

I am a geek, computer geek,anime geek,comic geek,otaku, bookworm and i lik to write stories and other stuff lik tat..and i always will be..i will nv giv up my love for things lik acting cool..NEVER..
in case theres any misunderstandin, let me put this clear, i love my family, im not angry(okay,maybe a little) because this is mostly my fault, all i feel right now is EXTREMELY upset..tat my own mother doesnt trust me in things i do, doesnt hav faith in me..and most imptly, ignoring me(This im angry,because,i hav to say,even if its extremely rude,this is so freaking childish)...

once again,
HAISH
bad week,very bad week..

DO NO READ

2009-07-04T10:50:00.000-07:00

ENVIRONMENTAL NOTE: When buying things, dont ask for a carrier unless u really really need it, even if its recycled or can be recycled. Bring a bag wif u always, so u can put stuff u bought in, wldnt it be so much easier and so much more "glam" den carrying a plastic bag around? And for small stuff, u can put them in ur pockets,its wad they are invented for..chances of things being misplaced by carrying it around on ur hands are higher den when they are in ur pockets..
and of course, dont throw away plastic bags(if u took them), keep them for further use, they can last longer den a human( dun be offended, but even if u rot to nothingness, the plastic bag will still be there)..
So, lets do a part in helping save our earth..^^

butterfly effect, small things can cause HUGE consequences..

DO NOT READ
random post cos im so sian...this is lik so random..and weird(well,duh..i wrote it..)=__=
im lik so bored...

Im really sleepy..

I love sleeping..
I wanna sleep for eternity..
I don't wanna wake up..
I don't wanna die..
I don't wanna live like this..
I wanna live in a dream..
A dream that I longed for..
A dream I'll live and die for..
A dream I'll never forget..
A dream I'll love..
A dream that I wanna be in forever..
Never wake me up..
Please don't let me leave my haven..
The haven that I cannot remember being in..
The haven that is paradise..
Let me dream and
continuing dreaming till it's time to leave..

2009-07-01T06:39:00.000-07:00

Went to the petshop again today~
and we painted shelves..the shop is moving down the street..and we wanted to make the shelves fit the wall colour and also to giv it a new look..>< OH OH before this, me and Limin went to eat Ichiban sushi, and had a who can eat more competition..RESULTS..i lost terribly..guess im jus not myself..0_0..so Limin and I went to the shop together.. And we help to paint~ HENCE....FROM THIS
i was hoping no one realise..this pic is sideways..

TO THIS

I got lazy, and said the shelves look vintage, very nice..haha..cos the side was not painted yet..haha...ya,vintage as in paint peeling off kind...LOL

Anyway, we used thinner to get the paint off frm unwanted areas..meaning,yes, our hands too...
I dunnoe whether it was psychological or real..but i could feel my hands burining....0_0

Anyway(again), we brought this cute little guy out of the shop for a walk...><

Anyway(one more time and this is gonna be irritating), i think i gonna change blogskin too..i mean, everyone is changing!!!><

THOU SHALT KEEP BLOG ALIVE
I seriously think i used it wrongly..

OH
stop treating me lik an idiot, i hate it...

2009-06-30T08:23:00.000-07:00

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE DARK SIDE OF LIFE~~
i wonder whos reading this anyway....
@_@

The first step to a healthy non-depressing life, is to luv yourself..and i do, so why am i so restless..

Anyway~

went for a few camp and chalets in the holiday..one wif ZHSS some clique members, Jackie and sin's fren Mark..they are both nice guys, willing to come stay for so long wif so little ppl they know..haha..TY~
And for the other one,i was a solo lightbulb wif 3 couples...=_=..but had fun anyway..haha..

As many ppl already know, i work in a petshop...><

TIRING,LOW INCOME, BUT LOOOVVVVEEE IT..

Reasons why:

St white something something????wad?!im not a dog expert!
Golden retriever

Yorkshow(SERIOUSLY NO IDEA HOW TO SPELL) terrier

French bull dog
Shih Tzu

Tibetian spaniel

AND THE DOG TAT MAKES ME LOV MY JOB MORE

guess who this gigantic paw belongs to??

ST BERNARD...I NV THOUGHT I WILL EVEN SEE ONE,AND I GOT TO BATH ONE...SHES HUGE MAN,SERIOUSLY LARGE...SHE CAN STAND UP TALLER DEN ME!!!!!!!!!!

BUT SHES SO FREAKING CUTE!!!

u see her wagging her tail, and signalling for ppl to play wif her...but,sadly,shes too huge...im the only who dare to get close enough for her to jump on me when shes being playful...

I love my job and i wont quit it for a higher paying job..><..i mean for part time work...not as in career type..

ANYWAY,

CALLING FOR MY SIN AND MY PUI HERE~

TELL ME IF U ARE FREE, DEN WE CAN GO OUT TGT!!I MISS U ALREADY!!!

2009-05-25T03:48:00.000-07:00

*cough cough*
sometimes, i dont even know why i update my blog....i mean, i dunn update for weeks, den suddenly got one post,lik who will read lah...=__=

BUT

luck is on my side....BABY BUNNIES!!!!

Anyway, went for archery camp lik last week...haha..wif sinyee~

Then second morning, i sorta took a few pics wif her...><
i dun lik this one, cos can see my face...LALALALALA

MY FIRST X!!!WOOOT!!!!Its lik bull's eye de bull eyes...haha...during the camp..
kk,camp old news liao...haha

After entering Poly,i realised, i dun think its any easier den JC...JC ppl, dun think we hav our lives very easily!!!!

Jus tat, Poly is much more free, not so restricting...haha

I seriously hav nothing to say...so, besides an ultimate cuteness pic, i shall end wif a few lame comments i jus came up wif.....

If life is a race or marathon as some ppl say it is, then the ending line wld eventually be death, not success...so why bother run..everyone will die one day anyway..ha..haha..haha...hah..ha..crawl,walk, ride bicycle...blah blah..

LIFE IS THE MOST BORING THING EVER

2009-05-12T06:07:00.000-07:00

LISTEN TO MY MUSIC!!!!!
VOCALOID ROCKS!!!
KAGAMINE TWINS(mirror image,but twins sound nicer..) ROCKS!!!!
WOOOOT~~~
*cough cough*
Vocaloid is a voice synthesis programme, created by yamaha...yes,YAMAHA...not some anime company,dun stereotype me!!ermm..i think tats the wrong way to use it...but,ah well....anyway, its this programme whr u can actually make it sing songs?its jus computer generated voice lah...which means,the song u are hearing now(if u are, or its not loadin probably..) is not sung by real ppl...haha..my past song is vocaloid song too...><..anywhr,the "story" is something lik the charas are lik cyborgs(????) created in the future or somthing..a manga based on vocaloid exist!!its called "hatsune mix!"
the characters u are hearing now are kagamine rin and len, and they hav the same voice actor for their voice bank!!!WHICH MEANS, THE GUY VOICE AND GIRL VOICE(even though they are computer generated,they still need someone's voice for their voice bank) BELONGS TO THE SAME PERSON!!!><

kk,enough wif Vocaloid(i luv them)..today, i went NYJC to help Ku-chan wif hibari make up...conclusion, aki can do much better....but at least not ugly lah,still okay lah, jus not as sharp and cool...........den rush loh,very stressed....but, somehow, i find it kinda fun...cos in the end, i went around drawin random ppl den face...haha...and SOMEONE SHLD HIRE ME FOR DRAWING DARK EYE RINGS!!!i went to draw dark eye ring on L, wah..im so proud of myself sia....but den, my bro lend his card reader to his gf, so i cant upload any pics...T^T

blogs look so dead without pics...

2009-05-11T03:40:00.000-07:00

OMG
ku-chan cosplayed liao~
for her privacy, i shall not post any of her pics...*cough cough*....okay,im jus too lazy to upload any...haha....anyway,damn shuai loh...<3333
haish...i feel kinda sianed now,i wish it was still hoiday...T^T
my bunnies are getting bigger and hairier~
i'm jus findin random things to say...ha...haha...ha..hah..*cough cough*
does anyone notice how boring our lives can get?
everyday, we get to school, go out wif frens, or stay home..its just the same thing,over and over and over and over again...im so bored wif my life..but still, no matter wad, its something tat we all hav to go through...-_-...
B
O
R
E
D

ah well, lets all try to make the best out of things, lik every single crappy essays says, its the small thing in life tat makes u remember the most, or something lik tat?
ha..haha...ha...haha...ha...

oh ya, archery camp on fri~
to sinyee: cya in camp~(i doubt u will even see this...)

2009-05-06T03:47:00.000-07:00

a tragedy happened today..
one of the bunnies died..sorry, im too upset to describe..but till now, i can still feel the cold,skinny body in my hands..
i named it Star and wrapped him up to bury, wif carrots and cucumber and milk for Star..and a small note to him, which only he'll know wad i wrote..*sigh*
i hope Star goes to heaven..

*3 mins mourning*

2009-05-04T02:44:00.000-07:00

Something really really traumatisin happened ytd...
Something that i might nv forget in my lifetime...

The thing...
is that....
i fell asleep wif TWO rabbits..
and i woke up wif SEVEN rabbits..

this morning, i was woken up by my mum's yelling, she was yelling something lik "wad u say really happened!!!the rabbits..blah blah..."
thinkin tat my rabbits went and chew at wires again, i ran out..
from lik 2M away, i saw pieces of brown brown pink pink things, tat look lik pieces of poo( yes, shit)..i was lik,huh?den i walk nearer den i was lik HUH?!the things are actually wriggling and stuff..i was screaming and mass calling ppl after i pull the poor father out....

I took a pic of them after all the spam calling and msg-ing..
<----5 naked newborn bunnies..

haish.....
ah, anyway.. i would lik to Thank lijun for the help..^^

im having a splitting headache now..so tat's all...><
bb~

2009-04-30T07:46:00.000-07:00

opps,i did it again~~
and again~~~
i shld jus delete my blog....i shld jus delete my blog.....
i felt lik i jus repeated myself...
ahhh.....
second week of school jus ended in a flash..and i realised one thing, i think i saw almost every ZHSS ppl i noe..but...I NEVER EVER SAW SINYEE, AND WE ARE IN THE SAME AREA!!!!!!we not fated to see each other...T_T
haish...
im sorry, im too lazy to say anything..or think of anything to say...LAZY PPL LIK ME SHLD DIE, IM TOO YOUNG TO DIE!!!!!!NOOOOOOO......
ah...i went for my first japanese lesson today..>< met a new fren...^^
kk neh mind...i shld stop borin the kind souls tat are actually reading this anymore...
goodbye~~~~~~

2009-04-20T04:20:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY

first day of school today~
lessons were fun!
everybody is nice!
IM SO HAPPY~~

*cough cough*
den i watch this show,whr the main chara died,and they talked bout him for one whole ep after he dies?!i was lik crying for the whole ep,den SUDDENLY AT THE LAST 2MINS,YES,2 MINS. HE APPEARS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!AND THE WORST THING IS,I DUNNOE IS HE ALIVE OR TATS A GHOST OR SOMETHING!!!!!!!

*COUGH COUGH*
I ACTUALLY UPDATED!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-19T04:56:00.000-07:00

oppss~
i did it again~
i didnt blog for weeks....again....lik anyone read my blog anyways,who cares!!
*cough cough*

OKAY
*cough*
went to take family photo ytd~cos my bro in the graduates thing..

<-----wadeva u call it..*cough*i feel dumb...-_-

then,for the first time in my entire life,i saw my father in a suit!!!!!!!!!YES,FIRST TIME.
<---so handsome~><(i'll murder anyone tat says hes not)

my mum and dad..my mother refuse to let me take an individual photo of her..haha..she shy shy~

took photos wif my mum and dad..den realise,it mus be a curse..cos everytime i take pic wif my dad,my hair is so messy!

den we drove to marina bay for SEOUL GARDEN!!!!!!!!!happy happy happy!!!

was playing wif my bro's shade..denn realise how cool it is...haha

KK~*cough cough*why do i keep coughing...

tmr is first officially day of school!!!!!!!!!

nite~NITE~

CASS camp

2009-04-03T01:28:00.000-07:00

DAY 2:
woke up at 10am..5hrs of slp.
breakfast..blah blah blah......
Games~grps were lik competing with each other..at each station,after the game,we'll get the clue to the next station..
the games were fun,like water bomb,etc...BUT.there was one game i hated to the core...the memory game...the one we hav to memorise the color and guess the steps...there was 24 steps,and each steps hav 5colours..u hav to guess the clour u suppose to go correctly to continue,and u hav to memorise it..cos if u step wrongly,hav to restart..
at 7,we had dinner and wash up and stuff...oh oh,btw,we slept in aircon room and had the showers had heaters and theres no time limit for each shower~
den at 11plus,
DISCO NIGHT!!!!!
the mass dance tat we learn wasnt of much,we jus dance to it once and dance to other songs..
den....the air conditioner sorta died...den wif the amount of ppl dancing lik on drugs...the temp wemt up to lik 30degree(frm actually reading..)...we had to open the windows to cool down...after lik almost one hr,the amt of ppl cut down by one third..a lot of ppl went back to their bunks.only the ppl still highing refuse to stop..den there were this really sexy senior tat tied up her shirt to reveal her tummy(flat) and did really really sexy dancing...
after 3hrs,tat were only lik 10ppl left..and the room cooled down a lot..
at 2.20,very reluctantly,we had to stop.....................so sad...
but after all this,i was soaked wif my own sweat..eww...i changed and cooled down b4 i went to bed..we were not allowed to bathe..=.=
SLEEP~~

CASS camp

2009-04-03T01:24:00.000-07:00

DAY 1:
met up wif shirley on the bus..
icebreaker,scavenger hunt,etc..blah blah....
den at 12midnight....THE NIGHTWALK BEGINS!!!WOOOT!!
the seniors were lik spamming ghost stories and trying to scare us,the walk was suppose to being at 12plus,but something caught up and they had to rearrange the route,so we only started at 2am..
it was fun~and we went in pairs or fours..
there are ppl hiding in corners waiting to scary u..
the start of the journey was lik this tunnel,tat was lik pitch black..u can put ur hand infront of u and u wont be able to see it..the only things u can see are the lightsticks tats guilding u..someone was hiding in one corner,and tat..was scary...but i think i pity the person who is scaring ppl.she hav to hide in the tunnel all alone for lik hrs..and i wonder how she saw us,it was so damn dark..
there were quite a lot of scarers throughout..and tat was one tat i was laughing at,cos he went to make the scary sound after trying to sacre us but throwing the dustbin behind us(it was very loud) and made the sound..i find it rather funny and laughed..den my partners(i went in fours cos i was having my period of the month and they say not safe) thought i was crying.....
anyway,we sorta went really quickly cos we had 2 facilitators wif us,they already know the road was makin us walk fast fast..
den we had to stay awake for 1hr for dunnoe wad reason and wait for everyone to fin..
by the time we are done,its already 4plus5plus le..
SLEEP

CASS camp

2009-04-03T01:06:00.000-07:00

IM BACK FROM CAMP!!!!
the camp was fun~it was the first time the exco organise a CASS camp, so,i cant say its the best,actually,it can be better..but netherless,i enjoyed myself.><
the theme is actually warped superheros..so we are all the superheroes wif weird things added infront..lik my grp,its called Naked Superman
Group members:
me
shirley
sky
ushaa
aschraf(dunnoe how spell lah)
benedict
amanda
sharfari

2009-03-29T21:52:00.000-07:00

YAY~
finally got my password back..haha..been using my laptop for so long tat im not use to my comp now...T.T
anyway...i lost my wallet wif my one month pay inside!!!okay...its actually only 7 days...anyway..went police station to file missing report..but seriously,who the heck wld report a missing wallet?
luckily...my neighbour found it....all the money inside is gone..but my pay which is a cash cheque...ha..ha..haha..ha

<----my police report..

anyway, went out so many times during the week,the period which i lost my blog password...so lets skip all tat and see bunnies!!!!!!and puppies!

Anyway,all this are my coworkers bunnies,she selling them for lik $48 each,which i think its absolutely too expensive...and the golden retriever behind is Diesel!my boss's dog...hes very naughter..liks to pee everywhr..

poodles..these two are only a few weeks old..not even for sale yet..haha...

MOST IMPT.

MY RABBITS!!!
yes...i still luv them even though they nearly got me killed...its raining hay~i was pouring hay from above..haha....they were so happy..i pour half the packet out..next morning,all gone...

big head DD

my boss trying DD up...haha...

lala....tats the end of my once in a while very short post~bb~

2009-03-19T03:56:00.000-07:00

today might be my last post ever...
cos it might be my last day on earth....
cos my bunnies, bit my bro's comp wire to bits and pieces...
I am so dead....
GOODBYE EVERYONE....
*desperate crying*

2009-03-16T05:07:00.000-07:00

ahhhh.....im so dizzy now................anyways,went to suntec AGAIN wif my secretary and SOMEONE(WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH........*hides*)........okay,*cough cough*..erm...aki?ha...ha...hah...hahaha...ha...

then we saw some TIWAN SAUSAGE......
right...its supposed to be taiwan,i think they no space....

Went to Toys'R'us(love this place sia....)

wad is the world comin to....

and then.....

WE PLAYED THE SWEETS MACHINE..AGAIN....

After seperation.....
btw...tats,30 grape fruitplus,69 strawberry fruitplus and bout 250-300 mentos....not joking.....=.=

we are all gonna die fo diabetis...

And 4 plushies....

SEE, we can bury 2 hands in it.....

star star....

i think we can tell how much sweets there are by this photo...

den me and my Kun-chan went to play archery, AGAIN....

and this is my board...I went in at the risk of getting shot by other players(a little boy under age of 10,8yrs old?) to take pic...kk,my life wasnt at risk,i told him to stop before going in....

And,this is my name....whr is it?

FIRST!!!!!!

FIRST FIRST FIRST FIRST

lalalallalalal....sorry,too happy...><

THEN

we went home.......

alright,lets end this post with random pics of my bunnies~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-03-01T05:04:00.000-08:00

YAY~
went out to suntec wif kun-chan(dun kill me) today..was supposed to be more lik a 3 person outing,but SOMEONE wasnt feeling well(NO!!!!WHY NOW?!)...so left us two..T.T...

We ate Mac for breakfast while waiting for the taiwan oolong tea to be ready,cos we want PUDDING~

Den we head for Suntec~

After we went Otaku house and Kun-chan bought Hibird(A little chick)..he's buried under something, among the pics...let's play spot the chick!!!

Anyway,we went Toys R Us and saw this:

ZOOM IN:
<--see the 'S' ?we laughed over tat....

After that we went play archery~
Spent lik $50....T.T...cant help it,its addictive..shot 120 arrows..MY HAND HURTS FRM THE PULLING
And guess wad? I GOT THIRD!well, first and second is a draw, so i can be considered 2rd too?
im third on the list...
Btw,kun-chan is in the list....HA..HAHA...i jus realise...

THIS IS EVIDENCE TAT I PLAYED AND TAT WASNT SOME RANDOM PERSON WIF THE SAME NAME AS ME.this is the value play card...tat im suppose to get $3 refund if i return it...

Anyways, after tat, we went arcade and spent nearly $40 on the sweets machine, jus to hit the jackpot..and we did~

We got all these~

penguins and HELL LOTS OF SWEETS..

Kun-chan liks the small one(me too...) so she took the small one... and i took the big one..

mine is called "momo" and hers is called "chibi"~

CANDY HEAVEN~

Chibi VS Momo!!!!FIGHT~

ROUND 1:

Momo WINS!!!!!!!!

Btw, we were really wacking each other and Chibi really flew all the way there.....

ROUND 2:

Chibi WINS!!!! (damn, i let my guard down..this really happened and was not planned..)

1:1, DRAW!!...den we notice our difference and tat we shld not fight..BLAH BLAH BLAH.. and thus,a treaty was formed!

hand shake~

*cough cough*...theres at least a 100 sweets in there(we counted to divide the sweets equally)

After dividing,EQUALLY:

We went home after a while more...den some guy ask me to buy a pen frm him and said tat if he sells 3oo pens,he'll get promoted.and tat the money was for charity?He was saying it real fast,so fast tat i said " huh?" lik 5times...den cos I SPENT A FREAKING $75 WORTH OF CASH..im penniless....i felt bad,cos he was spending so long talking to me,cos i didnt really unserstand him..so,i grab a random passer-by and ask to donate for him..ha...haha..............

Finally, i got home~btw, spent but $200 on my rabbits today.shld hav stuck to buying rabbit plushies...i bought the last 6packets of Marukan rabbit food in the whole singapore,cos they werent importing anymore of tat brand...that guy called every PLC to ask for the food...den he found the last 6packets and i ordered home delivery...and also for 2 packs of 35kg bedding...

******thks for reading~~~~~~~~~******

Chibi and Momo bows u goodbye~

2009-02-25T04:52:00.000-08:00

SURPRISINGLY, i got rushed for updates...haha.. happie~ cos... cos...some one actually read my crap filled blog~~~~~~~~~~SO HAPPIE~
btw,i keep forgetting takeshi chan's name is alex..sorry..i tend to forget...im so excited!i hope july comes faster~
to grp:are you guys as excited as me?and seriously, we gotta really think bout the grp name..

btw,today is lijun's bday,everyone wish her happy bday!!

And and, ytd went to pan-in-the-box for Chrome's costume, met Josephine for the first time, and guess wad?she's a Subway fan too~*pulls in sinyee and hope she still luv subway* hip hip hurray!!!!!!!!ohya,the costume cost $179 and we custom order the size,haha..i paid for $80 deposit~well,i promised i wld lent if she dun hav enough..hehe..><....but im getting more and more excited~~~~~~~

Costume done:
Hibari
Chrome

Ordering soon:
Tsuna
yamamoto?

Havent started:
ermm..the rest?

WE NEED A GRP NAME!PPL,PLS GIV SUGGESTIONS TO AKI!or me or kuni..doesnt matter who...remember our date on 1st march~looking forward to see u guys(kinda nervous actually)

am i confusing ppl by mixing two grps of ppl,btw?o.O

2009-02-17T05:12:00.000-08:00

SORRY!
im lik one week plus late..but i lazy upload the vid liao...ha...hahaha...
anw..im too lazy to put up the pics i took on eilene's bday,but it was kinda more fun den i thought it wld be..YA~especially at the hendison waves,it was a tiring hike up the 10km bridge(no we didnt go the whole way,we will die.......we stop at the hendison waves),but i was beautiful up there~and we had fun doing forfeits and stuffs...arhh....

so lazy to do anything nowadays,i feel lik quitting my job!!its getting more and more tiring and sian...anw,i might be able to get a job in pan-in-the-box(it sells anime stuff)..keyword:MIGHT..den i might quit my current job...

arh...anywhr,i will try to update my blog more often...SORRY!!

byebye~

2009-01-31T05:03:00.001-08:00

Anyway,went to this cosplay event at Ngee Ann poly wif my secretary(yes,i hav one..WAHAHAHAHA),kinda got little lost on the way in,but someone ushered us in(cool right)..
Spring matsuri(????) is really fun!!!!saw lots of cosplayers(DUH),learn quite a lot of knowing wad to do for our reborn grp..><..

PPL,THIS IS REAL FUNNY IF U NOE WAD THEY ARE COSPLAYING!LMAO!this is frm gintama,ppl who watches it shld noe why is this so funny...lol..

zero no tsukaima.i only lik the blue hair girl btw..forgot her name,only know she has a dragon tsukaima and use wind..>< HETALIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the one in the middle won thesolo competition..
the proud winner of the solo competition!RUSSIA!!!!HETALIA ROCKS!!!CHIBITALIA ROCKS TEN TIMES MORE(exaggerated)!!!

SEBASTIAN!!!!<<<<<3333>Kuroshitsuji grp..sebby,ciel,ciel in dress,mdm red,greil!!!

Greil!one of the most accurate cosplayer today(to me)..
aerith(actually,i dun really lik the cosplayer,but a lot of effort was put in,so i appreciate her..btw,she and tifa was the mc,and were fighting over cloud through out the performance,of course,tifa won,well,cos aerith is dead...) and randall(huh?i dunnoe his name..)i requested them to hug hug!and they said it was a weird pairing..CLOUD DISAPPEARED BEFORE I CLD TAKE A PIC OF HIM!!or more lik i didnt see him and was too lazy to find him...

vampire knight?????

i hav no idea who she is...but she chio,so i took a photo..haha

the R guy whose name i do not know again...why no one cosplay vincent..*cries*

Simca frm airgear..

Gundam 000.the proud winner of the group competition!!

lambo frm reborn..

edward eating pocky...she happens to be a fren of my fren..so...i managed to get her to do this!!CAT EARS!!!

Nya~~

the ears are mine btw..
la corda..err...i dunno how to spell the name......she is a girl btw..very man hor?

code geass..

absolutely no idea who they are..

Kakashi!!!also in the one of the best to me list..

dunnoe...

naruto...=.=bunshin no jutsu?

shoudaime!!!!

chrome..

the sad thing is,tats a lot others of reborn,but i didnt catch them!!!!!!!nvm,im gonna hav my own reborn grp anw..

Rise by Riku(gintoki)!winner of the karaoke competition..heard shes quite famous..she rocks..my video quality the sound not very good,the original sounds so good, tat all my hair stood..btw,this sound is frm ghost in the shell,anyone wans the original can get frm me..ermm...SORRY!I'LL UPLOAD THE VIDEO IN THE NEXT POST WHICH IS TOMORROW,MY COMP LAGGING!!!

2009-01-18T01:41:00.000-08:00

hey guys!!these few days talking to u guys was uber fun!i nv talk we could hav so much fun together..though,i hav a confession to make..before this time together,i actually didnt really take u guys as lik my best frens jus good frens..but its kinda different now,if u noe me,u shld noe tat i jus tell everyone i hav no best fren,jus good frens..cos i really dunno how to know who is my best fren,but u guys are top ranking..sorry,but i still dun dare to say u guys are my best fren..im kinda torn..currently,my best fren positon is still empty..but dun worry,u are amongst the top already..haha..havent felt the feelin of not wantin to put down the phone in quite some time..but seriously,our phone bill will all burst,BUT THE HECK,WHO CARES!!!!
besides,u guys noe my darkest secret..and many of my *cough cough*..ermm..(Rai)
i'll treasure our time together as much as possible..haha...i will nv regret knowin u guys!
look forward to spending more time together..haha.
muacks!<33
LUV YA!!!
and to one of u(u noe who u are),if u think im lame,i'll make u lame...*murderous face*

2009-01-18T00:09:00.000-08:00

These,ppl..ARE MY RABBITS!!!!!!!!

the one on the inside is "your majesty" and the one outside is called "your highness"..haha..i figured out tat normal names lik "snow" ah etc is too...well..normal?

haha..

currently they are still at my loyal secretary's(insider joke..lol..pls dun attempt to murder me) house,gonna bring them back either on monday or tuesday..

Through my blog(which is not really popular,but ya..),i sorta wanna spread some ermm..wad was the word..conservation?..ideas?..well,i love animals..most of my fren noe tt i dun touch things lik shark fins arh etc..well,shark fin is jus lik normal fish meat,except much more expensive..and the shark fin tat u eat is jus flavoured by chicken..and when they catch the shark,they jus slice the fins off and throw the shark back to die..if the sharks dun move,they will drown.. and dun think eating bird's nest wont hurt the birds..the swallows built their nest to take care of their chicks,so when the ppl take their nest,the chicks will hav no place to nest in..and since their nests are on cliffs..most of them will probably fall off..and die...

im telling everyone to STOP eating these type of "luxury" food item but..maybe,if its not for the poor animals,maybe even for me,jus think for a moment..treasure life,treasure the ecosystem..even but eating one time lesser,you could save a life or two..

ah...enough of the serious talk...haha..now..

who interested in reborn cosplay?pls pm me...

we hav yamamoto,hibari,adult reborn,and maybe ryohei..still on the verge of finding more ppl...

Open spots:This is must hav!!!

Mukuro

Chrome

Tsuna

Gokudera

Lambo

Ipin

2009-01-14T22:30:00.000-08:00

whoa...
anyways,got my olvl results back few days ago..
English-A1
Maths-A1
Chinese-A2
Science-A2
Humanities-B3
Amaths-B4

im gonna sign up for the Applied Drama and Psychology in SP as first choice,ppl keep saying tat it wont allow me to have a bright future,tat it wont earn me much money in the future.
I have thought bout it before, but even if i wont get a good job or something in the future,i dun mind. Its wad im really interested in, i'll go for it. For the past 16 yrs of my life, i havent really learn anything i really want to learn..hmm.lik i wanna know learn how to play the flute..in the past,i jus let it go but jus imagining tat i could play it..but i guess its time for me to get in touch with reality..thinking without actions jus wouldnt get me anywhere.so,im signing up for lessons,even got my own flute now..its probably kinda late,and im still a little embarrassed..im lik so old...but still,better late den nv..so ppl,live no regrets in life..when u are still young,do wad u always wanted to do,grab every opportunity.haha..leave the thinking and planning for the future,enjoy youth...LOL...im laughing at myself now..anyway,olvl ppl,pls still think bout wad u wan in the future carefully...^^

anyways,im working in a pet shop now..will be uploading pictures and videos of adorable little puppies in a few days....

thks for reading~cya~

2008-12-18T02:24:00.000-08:00

HEEHEEE!!!!
this place was dead,now,im half heartedly trying to revive it...
will be trying to revive it~~

2008-09-20T03:55:00.000-07:00

Finally getting back results..oh,not really finally...haha...
im pretty satisfied with most of my results,especially maths..A2!!!!!!!althought this ppr is actually quite easy(no one fail or anything),im still proud of myself..no longer will i think tat getting a B3 for olvl maths is impossible!as long as i stop sleeping and start studying..
Speaking of studying,i went bishan CC to study with Eilene and Shir today,after a yoshinoya breakfast(the waiter giv me a wrong dish,but i didnt bother to ask him change it..)...in the end,e and Eilene fell asleep..haha...

*scalded my hand,cut my leg(this is cool..there's blood on the floor..i mean,how often will tat happen?)***po0r mE~(not really)

2008-09-11T21:05:00.000-07:00

Ya~~went pastamania wif Eilene and Shir yesterday...we ended playing with our food instead of eating them!!Shir started poking my baked rice with her spoon and sort of messing up my rice..of course i fought back,except after awhile,noticing tat my spoon has no effect on her Penne,i took a knife and started cutting up her pasta!HA!while Eilene was trying to stay nuetral,me and Shir started putting our food into her plate..the baked rice look tat vomit on her spagetthi....

this is us in the toilet after the "meal"...

we walk around and stuff after Shir went to Cotton On body...haha...im exposing ur secret...
After Shir left to find her Heyhey(haha...),me and Eilene went arcade!!we played the wack wack game,he one tat has 3 players and got red blue and green buttons one..i think tat most of u will noe wad im talking bout..and guess wad?we completed the whole thing!!!!!!I walk home frm Bishan to TPY...

Had lots of fun today,really makes me think of the fun we had last time..we hav our own lives now,everybody has their own thing and stuff..i really miss the past times we had,partying and trying to get each other to actually study..and i even miss wandering around tpy central together!and trying to flood the tuition place..thinking of all these really makes me feel lik crying.the times tat we usd to do practically almost everything together,when we were so cl9os to each other..shall,we do quarrel some times,but that made us even closer to each other..all this destroyed,all because tat stupid Wu..if i see her,i wont be nice!

i look forward to seeing u gals again~

2008-09-05T01:17:00.000-07:00

I was supposed to go study wif sinx today!!!!but i had to do something,sorry,cant say,dun ask....
SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i shall dedicate three lines of this post into saying how sorry i am..SORRY!!I,Tan Li Yan.hereby sincerely apologise to Ng Sin Yee for "dumping"(cant find the right word) you..oh..four lines le arh?see, im sincere in my apologies....><
PS:forgive me or i'll bite u...lol..i jus realise tat the rate of sinx replying my msgs are bout 40%,even though she has unlimited free sms!!IM SO HURT~~

Went to the SP experience thing a few days ago,very fun!!we had to do freeze frame for the drama part of the thing..hehe..and the phsycology part was actually quite short,maybe bout half an hr?

Been really restless this few days and i jus realise that coffee make me sleepy(serious)..i really sleep too much le!some one help!!!haha..

im using my bro's account to post,so sadly,no pics~

cya~byebye!thks for visiting!

2008-09-01T04:55:00.000-07:00

im finally back!!well,most ppl know that my comp dio virus so i cannot post...been bout two weeks since i last post bah...im giddy frm car sickness now,but im still gonna post!!WAHAHAHA!
my bro reformatted the whole comp and he bought this to save out things in while he did tat..

500GB!!!!!!!!!!very exagerattedly cool...haha..i mean,how often it is that u see a 500GB hard dics thingee before?

ps:i lazy flip the photo...
cool right?

anyway,i saw the outcome of a car accident a few days ago,didnt witness the actual thing though..

the truck..

i took the next photo,because,there used to be a fence there!!by the looks of it,the truck probably brush along the fence before crashing thru it...

finally, the damage of the truck...

last of all, i wish everyone good luck for prelim~

2008-08-17T05:19:00.000-07:00

oh my go oh my god....eng oral....
i hope i wont screw up lik i did wif my chinese oral,i always get too nervous...

btw,i hate it when ppl spam vulgarity..to me,vulgar words are a bad form of releasing anger,not tat im completely vulgarity free...but it serious irritate me when ppl keep saying the f-word..
oh oh,cia,tat includes ur blog...sorry..hehe..dun worry,sill luv it..^^

btw,go ju's blog...music quite nice..hehe

see ya~~

2008-08-16T12:00:00.000-07:00

hehe...hi~
maths is tiring...
studying is tiring....
everything is tiring...
solution:sleep!!!

i have a useless talent...completely useless..i can fall asleep even if im not tired...
anyone watch the viking thingee on channel U??quite nice,but when u watch for too long,u get real bored..but still recommend it,8pm.this is for light entertainment...

2008-08-15T04:53:00.000-07:00

HI!
thks for those who come to my blog more often then i do..haha...sinx,I WILL NOT LET MY BLOG DECAY!!
anyway,i wanna thank tanwei for lending me ur cds~luv u~~
chat wif juju wif earpiece for too long that day,my ear still hurts..left ear..
accidentally kick cupboard,left leg the little toe hurts(this one really painful)its been hurting for a few days le..wonder if anything is wrong..hehe..
my left thumb hurts from the pressure of the bag dropping,not rope burn..imagine a 5kg bag,0.5cm square area..3 storeys..G.P.E convert to K.E then even to sound energy(me saying owww)..yea..try if u dun believe it will hurt..well,not tat much though..althought theress a rope mark on my thumb...

conclusion:my left side of the body is gonna die soon...(obviously exaggerated)

oh wait!my right side also got problem..
for those who might be wondering why im not wearing my contacts nowadays,my right eye is a little swollen,i dun noe why..its not affecting me,but i dun dare wear contacts,scared got infection or something...it looks damn ugly anyway,one eye big one eye small..

see ya~~

2008-08-11T04:07:00.000-07:00

i jus noticed tat some ppl hav phrases tat they jus cant stop saying...haha
i keep saying "hehe" when typing..hehe..
its fun to see wad ppl's fav phrases are,den u can lik predict wad they are going to say...

olvl eng oral!!!
protect ur throat!!!
drink water!!!

2008-08-08T02:59:00.000-07:00

national day is tomorrow!!!
but its the country's bday,not ours..sec 4s lead sad lives...
lik mr wong had said,since its the country's bday,we hav to work hard for it!!
*rolls on floor crying*
why do we hav to be lik this!?haish...16 yr old is suppose to be the funnest(no such word??) year of our entire life,isnt it?well,it indeed is the "most fun"...

2008-08-07T02:51:00.000-07:00

<---messed up ice cream

hehe...i will alwyas be M.I.Aing before the big O..it seems to become my habit..haha..

only so little days left,da jia yao jia you worr!!!

hehe..anyone interested in EOY cosfest,tag or msg me...hehe

rainy day=sleepy day

bye~~

2008-08-01T05:55:00.000-07:00

i hate maths!!i dun understand why ppl take joy in numbers!!they make me puke!!i so find learning different languages much more fun..i used to have this japanese fren,whom sometimes i ask to teach me japanese..im not very close to her,she was my cousin's best fren..but i think she went back japan le..so nobody teach me le...hehe..oh well

2008-07-30T05:47:00.000-07:00

my fav pic

my fav place

Tenchi...Tenchi....

my fav person

hehe

sometimes,u are ur own best fren..hehe...its the same to everyone..i mean,who noe all ur secrets?

2008-07-29T05:42:00.000-07:00

this is frm a game called "ookami"..and tats a wolf, not a fox!its finally finally out in singapore(a few mnths ago actually)
i wanna play!!!!so many games to play after the big O..hehe

2008-07-28T13:00:00.000-07:00

hi~~
i am now not very proudly announcing...I WATCH THE MOST ANIMES IN MY CLIQUE..not proud,but think its cool....

For the guys,full metal movie(dun noe which one..conquerer of shamballa??.)the ones in subs are all gone(?)this one in dub,if desperate to watch den watch hor...hehe
http://www.veoh.com/videos/v15142745GkEYdzHG?rank=4&jsonParams=%7B%22numResults%22%3A20%2C%22rlmin%22%3A0%2C%22query%22%3A%22fullmetal+movie%22%2C%22rlmax%22%3Anull%2C%22veohOnly%22%3Atrue%2C%22order%22%3A%22default%22%2C%22range%22%3A%22a%22%2C%22sId%22%3A%227227586473126894592%22%7D&searchId=7227586473126894592&rank=5

ps:feel free to ask me anything bout animes~

2008-07-26T12:00:00.000-07:00

sometimes.i jus wish i wasnt here..

this is random..a few ppl might noe wad is it though...

Soshite bouyaha nemurini tsuite
ikizuku haino naka no hono o
hitots,futatsuto
ukabu fururami itoshi yok0gao
daichini taruru ikusenno yume,yume
ginno hitomini yuragu yoruni
umareuchita kagayaku omae ikuo kuno toshitsukiga
ikutu inoriwo tsuchine kaeshitemo
watashiha inorituzukeru mou kakonnokotoni aiwo
tsunaidateni kisuwo...

really nice song..

2008-07-25T22:48:00.000-07:00

sorry for not posting for so long..but i doubt that theres many ppl looking forward to me posting..haha
im not feeling very good today..upset actually..
it feels good being depended on,it proves that the person believes u can do it..but wad if u let them down?
some one told me that the only person doubting my own capabilities is myself..but i don't doubt myself as much as she/he doubt me..she/he just didnt realise it...
well,i shall stop spoiling the mood by creating this atmosphere already..haha..bye~

2008-07-16T06:28:00.000-07:00

hey everyone,wanna know more about scorpios?

got this few information from the internet...

-October 23 - November 21.
-The Sign of the Inspector.
-Passionate, Determined, Energetic.
-Color: Dark Red.
-Scorpions like to study what makes people tick. Their goal is to unravel the deepest mysteries of the unconscious, to challenge any possible fears, and finally to make their actions correspond perfectly with their feelings. As the sign of death and regeneration, Scorpios can destroy and create with the same intensity of passion. In this vibration all reality- even death- is felt and accepted unblinkingly. It is almost as if Scorpio natives have decided to live with an intensity based on the knowledge that any moment might be their last.
-Scorpios have a firm sense of determination that often turns into a form of devotion to whatever it is they need to do to get what they desire. Scorpios know what they want and they have the courage, willpower, and drive to get it, or the pride, self-control, and stubbornness to live without it. In fact, Scorpio is the sign in which self-control is most intense. No other vibration is as relentlessly committed to facing reality, no matter how gloomy that reality might be.
-Secretive, extremely intense are seldom soft-hearted or overly sentimental, they feel that life is a difficult game in which they have to hang tough in order to win. But that doesn't mean its natives are devoid of compassion, Scorpios are intuitive and inspirational, and very protective of people to whom they are attached. Few parents are more devoted to their children than Scorpio parents. Scorpios are very dependable and are very prone to live up to any commitments that are honestly made. Scorpios have a great deal of animal magnetism. People are drawn to them.

btw,there is a survey on what ppl think think is the sexiest horoscope..guesswhat,scorpio won...by a lot...THIS SURVEY IS DUMB.

2008-07-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

y0!~
let me now explain the reason why u cant be wif a fren when studying...
this is wad me and sinx did..
GUESS!!anwers are at sinx blog..

1.Guess a phrase

2.guess an english song
<---the word pointing to the eyes is "brown",the other one is back..

3.guess an object..
coffee or______

4.guess a movie

this is freaking easy,if u dun noe,u seriously need to get a life..

5.guess a movie

6.guess a chinese song

Have fun~try it hor...

2008-07-14T03:40:00.000-07:00

this post is 1 day late

went tuition wif sinx today,was late cos watch tv...den we went hougang library,sinx borrowed a few books.den we bought this really pretty necklace each.$7!!!!!!NOT EX LOH!!!will post the pic of it next time...i followed sinx home cos i had nothing to do,spend 10 mins there then went to meet shir and eilene..THE FUN BEGINS!!!we supposed to meet at novena,i lied tat i accidentally went to marina,they actually believed!!SO FUNNY!!i feel bad....omg..i turning into sinxx...

to celebrate Mr lim(tuition cher,junie dun go crazy)we went to Quality Hotel to have buffet,not some fancy hotel,but it still is a hotel!!

In the lobby

b'day boy!!(sneak pic)

Jarod.after i took this pic,he sort of put his hp in front of me,so i thought he was trying to take a pic of me,keep dodging for lik a few mins.den u noe wad happen?HIS HP NO CAMERA

the grp is us!!so cool right??22 ppl eating buffet at hotel!

anyone noe wad is bread and butter pudding?

After that,we went parapara again.hah..so fun!!!had fun today!!

olvl LC tomorrow,good luck for everyone!!!

2008-07-10T23:06:00.001-07:00

Finally finally finally!!I AM BACK!!!!

tests tests tests and more tests!!!when will we ever get a breaK!

tests may be able to test your abilities,but i do believe if there's too much tests,you probably wont take it so seriously...at least tats for me...nothing much happen recently,once again,everything is the same over and over again..accept tat i realise tat alicia know my kitty..hah..MINE!currently,only i call him kitty...hehe..dun misunderstand hor,he is my godbrother,not bf,in case some of u think wrongly...

well nothing much to say le,once again,lets end this off wif my pic!!!

i love the wolf inside a sheep's clothings!

i love yan!!!

2008-07-07T04:06:00.000-07:00

this post is dedicated to the ger who cried wolf,
pls stop calling me when there's nothing to call me bout..
anyway,this post is retype,so the content is different,but i meant to be the same..
thks for listening to me crap,really help a lot..thks for being there for me when im down.i'll wi;; treasure u as a friend,dun bu yao wo hor!!i will chew ur neck off....
the following mus not be read by those under 16:
if u dare bu yao wo,i will slit ur stomach,tear ur intestine out and strangle u to death wif it..all while trying to chew ur neck off...

2008-07-06T09:01:00.001-07:00

for two certain some one,i hope u noe im refering to u..there are a lots of things i dun noe bout now,right?not tat i wan u to let me in on everything,but something as major as (fill it in if u noe wad im talking bout),cant u at least tell me?it wont harm u right?am i a complete stranger to u now?i know i am le,even if u dun wanna admit it..i always thought tat i can depend on u two when anything happens.i guess this is jus one-sided..am i the only one whom i can trust to nv abandon me?i dun hope for anything,i jus wan things back as they were,i guess this will only be my naive thinking.i guess u guys are moving on without me,well i wish u two be bff..i dun think uu wld even remember me when anything happens.dun get me wrong,its not tat i dun wanna be frens,its jus tat im lik an extra now...dun need to giv in to me or anything,tat wld be so fake.dun hav to do anything jus to make me feel better,if it will make u unhappy.u two are probably gonna talk bad bout me after reading this,but i dun care anymore..i hav been holding this feeling in for lik such a long time,and i feel good saying.i hope tat u somehow even feel bad for me.dun force urself to be my fren if u dun wan to..
i hope u wld somehow understand my feelings,i know im harsh.but pls also understand the feelings of being nv taken seriously.
plus,as a might be learning psycology person,u two mus be again complaining bout me lik how im complaining bout u,right?

2008-07-05T23:39:00.000-07:00

YO!!!went malaysia yesterday.i thought eilene was going but in the end shes not...so sad....we went to hav durians!!i ate a lot of them..wahahahahaha...sorry,very high..then we went to this freaking big shopping centre..and i bought all this

the bottom one was bought last time but from the same place,and guess what?its so cheap!!i only took 5mins to choose...but i spend half an hr in the Harris(popular?)..5mins for the vcds and the rest was spent on finding sy's book,which i cant find..in the end,i didnt have time to shop for anything else...we only hav an hour and i spend lik 20-30 mins walking to and back frm the bookshop...

btw i took this picture and i find it super nice.

well,i've been to malaysia too often to hav anything special to add in...

in case ppl didnt realise,im in love wif myself..aka lets end this post again wif a pic of me!!

*cough cough* sorry,cant help it..so lets hav another pic of me!

2008-07-03T06:54:00.001-07:00

Good afternoon, everyone who is here. I just want to talk my life, 15 and half years of living in this world. Well, let’s just let it be approximately 16 years.

16 years has past since I first started existing in this world(not counting the time I spent in my mother’s womb), I have finally started to wonder, why am I here? Have I done anything or achieved anything for this quarter of my life? Nothing. Nothing at all. Then I started wondering, thinking, why cant I “restart” this life all over again and make sure I get it right this time? Why can’t I exist as someone else somewhere else? I believe that there are many people who are wondering like me too. Don’t think like this people. Insignificant, unimportant, useless, worthless. All that wondering will lead you to think that you are like this. WRONG.

As I have just said, if you think like that, you are so wrong. I may not be the smartest girl in the class, but I can assure you that you would be wrong if you ever think like that. You are important, you are special. Everyone is. 16 years of life wasted, hey, so what? You have more then 16 years left, make use of it. Besides, there are people who would treasure you even if you totally sucks(sorry to be rude). I know that’s true, I know how it feels. So what if I get last in class, results so poor that my parents have to see the principal? That is over, I still have time, I believe that I wont disappoint them so much again. Because they are the most important people to me in my life, it hurts to see them sad. So what if my father does not make lots money, so what if my mother never expresses her love to me openly? I love them for who they are and always will love them.

Sorry that I went off topic. But I just want those depress people out there to know that people WILL cry if you are not here anymore. Do you want to see your friends, family cry? This may sound over confident, but I know that there are people who would cry for me, and no way will I like that happen. Overall, the most important thing if you want to be important, significant, etc., you have to be the first person to think that way. Love yourself more then anything in the world(except for maybe your other half,parents).

2008-07-03T05:36:00.001-07:00

Hi every one, welcome to my blog…This is my first ever time blogging in my whole life, and if u find tat funny or amusing, go get a life!! Firstly, I wanna thank my dear sinyee, for she had help me a lot with my blog , as im a noobie at it…THANK YOU!!!I LOVE U!!!i probably wont be blogging a lot on my daily life,as its boring and mundane. Same thing everyday. I most probably be talking bout my personal reflection, life lessons, complains..

Firstly, I wanna start my first ever post by following my new idol(sinyee), goal setting,my greatest fear…
English-A2
Chinese-A1
Maths-B3
Amaths-B3
Science-A2
Humanities-B3
L1B4-11

Not that I dun wanna set high goals, but I do believe tat we hav to be more realistic here...thks to ppl who believe in me and always believe I can score higher than those scores, but I know myself more than anyone knows me, I know my limits. Giving myself high hopes will only cause me to hurt more.

That will be end of my 1st post. Let’s end this with a picture of me!